Up Late

I am up late thinking about going to oncology tomorrow. I am praying there is no more bad news. Soon I will be going through several more  test to make sure that my cancer hasn’t spread to any other organs. I am not looking forward to being poked and prodded, but I guess it can’t be avoided.

It will be interesting to hear what the Oncologist has to say. I hope that I like her and that she is a good doctor. I have been told that an oncologist will now be my life long doctor. Now is not the time to have to shop for a better doctor. It took me several years to find a good primary care doctor. I don’t think I have that long to find an oncologist. It’s really not something that can wait.

Please pray that this whole process goes as smoothly as possible for me and my family. When you have a husband and children, you are not the only one who goes through difficulty during chemo. You always want to be strong for your children. Some times it’s not easy to fake strong when you are so exhausted that you can hardly see straight.

I have done really well so far. Let’s just hope it continues that way.

1 comment February 28th, 2008